Dear Chester,

  I’ve been carrying these feelings for a while now, unsure how to put them into words or if i even should. But every moment we’ve shared, every smile and every conversation, has left a mark on me. There’s something in the way you understand me, even in silence, that makes me feel like i’ve found someone who truly sees me. And maybe it’s bold to say, but i think i’ve been waiting to feel this way for a long time.

  You’ve brought a kind of joy and light that feels so rare, and now i can’t ignore it anymore. I’ve tried to keep it to myself, afraid that maybe i’d ruin the good thing we have, or that you’d see me differently. But the truth has a way of slipping out when it’s real. And with every passing day, it just feels more right to be honest with you. You’ve become such a special part of my life, a piece of my day that i look forward to, and it’s not just because of how happy you make me. It’s how effortlessly you seem to fit, like you’ve always been meant to be here.

  I find myself smiling at things that remind me of you, catching myself wanting to tell you every little thing that crosses my mind. My feelings go beyond the simple affection we share; they carry a desire to create something real and lasting with you. I want to build something, to create memories, to be someone you can count on. I want us to feel as though we’re part of each other’s journey toward becoming our best selves. And whether you feel the same or not, i need you to know that you’ve already changed my life in ways that can’t be undone.

  Even if it feels like no one sees you, or no one understands what you're going through, you are not alone. Someone cares. Maybe more people care than you know. You don't have to carry everything by yourself. You can ask for help. You can rest. You don't have to go through everything alone. There's always someone out there who will listen, who will stay, who will understand- even if it takes time to find them. Even if today is hard, tomorrow can be better. And until then, just keep holding on. You're worth to be here. You belong here. You are meant to be here. Your life matters, even on the hard days. The world is better because you are in it. You don't have to be perfect for everyone, you just have to be you. There is still hope, still love, still time. Please keep going. You belong, and you are enough.

  Not just a little, not sometimes, but fully and truly. You deserve someone who sees the real you and still chooses you every day. Someone who stays when you're quiet, who listens when you're hurting, and smiles just because you're near. You don't have to hide your feelings, your past, or your pain. You don't have to chase it or beg for it. You only need to believe you deserve it. Everyone deserves love, including you. Love in the form of respect, patience, honesty, and kindness. Don't ever think you have to earn love by being "better" or "more." You deserve love just by being you, right here, right now. And most of all, let yourself believe it. Because you are not only enough.. You're someone who deserves love from the world, simply because you're here.

  You are loved, more than you know. You are not alone. I’m here, and I care.

  I love you. Today. Tonight. Tomorrow. Forever. If I were to live a thousand years, I would belong to you for all of them. If I were to live a thousand lives, I would want to make you mine in each one.

  So, little one- I will go straight forward for it, after all the times that we had spend together, i feels it was enough for us. Now what if i ask you to be open to that future with me—to walk this path together, to make a commitment that goes beyond words, and to create a life that’s filled with love, adventure, and everything we both hold dear.